No Mud - No Lotus ~ No Mud - No Miracles

Have you ever noticed whenever life feels like you are walking around in mud....

You feel stuck, there doesn’t seem to be a path, it’s messy, life and you feel messy, there seems to be no path, nothing seems to be going “right”, you’re driving yourself nuts wondering what the next move is or where the path is.......FRUSTRATION is constant.

While celebrating my 1st Wedding Anniversary and my 42nd birthday in Charlotte, NC with my husband this past weekend I had a BIG awakening I guess is what I am going to call it.

Saturday, in the hotel room I had a bit of a melt down. I was feeling A LOT. There was a New Moon (I’m sensitive to the moon cycles) and I even shared with my husband earlier that day that I was feeling a lot of emotion already welling up.

Something broke in me on that afternoon in the hotel room and some bullshit was coming out of my mouth that wasn’t what I was really feeling.

I was getting on my husband for ridiculousness I was creating in my head. As I was getting worked up, I kept silently asking myself “What is really underneath all of this?”

Finally, with his patience and calling me out with what was really underneath my frustration and the story of how I think this or that should be....the truth came.

I had been getting in my head lately about some outside shit that wasn’t even true. I had been putting a lot of pressure on myself. My frustration has been coming from needing to know the next direction.

Although I have been leaning into my faith even deeper this past year and been in more of a state of allowing and being divinely led, I am human and I still slip off the tracks and get on the crazy train;)

My husband reminded me that I need to trust He, the big guy in the sky, has the path all laid out. Everything in divine timing, there is nothing to worry or stress about.

I also know that when I am in frustration, I am not in alignment with Him.

So I had a choice to make.

And I chose to re-direct. Lean back into Him.

I then had a tarot reading later that day at the Pride Fest that happened to be happening also in downtown Charlotte this past weekend, same message came up.

Trust Theresa.

Frustration and Stress get you know where.

Let Go, Lean into His Divine Timing and sheesh it just feels better.

3rd confirmation and sign was when we went to Elevation Church Sunday Morning. I had been waiting quite some time to experience Steven Furtick in his church LIVE.

The entire experience was GOD. From the UBER driver taking us to church we all spoke on what we believed about God and Spirituality and how it all has its place. The energy of praise team the thousands around your worshiping praising Him.....Unbelievable.

Then Steven’s message came. He was speaking on the God of a Way, when there is no way.

While walking around in the depth of our shit or mud we can get stuck and it doesn’t feel like there is a way. We don’t see a way. I was allowing myself to be stuck in the past....all the shit that went down last year. I was digging in my heels. I was having a hard time seeing a way.

Steven shared when we are moving through those muddy times in our life, that is actually when the God is desiring to come into your life to show you the way. That is when Miracles Happen.

Then I remembered just like the lotus (which I have tattooed on my arm for this very reminder, but maybe I need this moved to my forehead, ha!), without the mud, the lotus would not be able to bloom.

A lotus is a miracle.

When it doesn’t feel like there is a way and you are stuck in the mud of your life, God is the way. We stop the struggle of trying to figure it all out ourselves, that is when we allow God in, he is the way. Let Jesus take the wheel and a miracle will begin to show itself.

We make it so complicated.

I make it so frustrating for myself sometimes.

Since Saturday and into Sunday, I have felt a great weight lifted from me.

The signs couldn’t have gotten any clearer for me.

I got off at the next stop of the crazy train and stepped back on the Divine Path.

Miracles are for us all. Stay steady in your faith whatever that might be and if you want support in all of this I am here.

It’s a journey.

I love how it feels when I allow myself to truly lean into his Grace and Divine Timing, the Path, it just feels like he is carrying me every step I take.

Wow, what a journey heh?

I can’t wait to how it all continues to unfold.

What is one thing you are grateful for in this moment, breathe that in friend. Stay open to the miracles, they are all around. And remember, You are one!

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